This forum can be a lot of fun, and the main site is a great resource.
To me not wanting to have a connection to nature sounds very unnatural! What then makes a human? I really can’t imagine life any other way, lol… I’m so glad you found your joy!
For some reason all this positive energy and “dancing in the rain” reminds me of when we were looking for property in Hawai’i. The realtor asked for an idea of what we were looking for. I told her, “Well, I’m moving from Alaska, where I can walk out my door, keep walking and not see another human being for days, if ever. I’ll settle for being able to stand on my deck naked.” Found it, though after about 100 yards I would have to swim instead of walk. Brightest Blessings to all!! Oh, yes, I still love dancing in the rain.