I realized I never did anything with my journal here. This is the other ‘standard’
thread I create on every forum I’m a part of. So long overdue, and pardon my
hubris to think anyone is interested LOL. So, nothing is off the table, I’m
an old man with a lifetime of fail to learn from and I will expose myself
willingly (EEK!) Oh yes, this is also for questions to my Familiar, tho IDK
when She will say anything or what. So YMMV with Her. Go Nuts! hehehe…
I don’t have any questions for you or for her, I just want to say hi to her.
Hell I know you too well Sedim, I don’t have anything. lol Say hi to the fam! Hope everyone is doing well. 
I’m wondering if she has a single friend she could introduce me to. 
As a fellow neurodivergent individual, I am wondering how you feel those differences affected your practice of magic? It may have enhanced some areas or caused challenges in others. I want to try and navigate this literal brain of mine so that I can find ways of interacting with the unknown and unseen.
I’ll ask. (Tonight, Friday Night, is Channeling time)
Sometimes I think she just took pity on this poor 'tard and ‘adopted’ me. It was all Her doing,
I didn’t ‘summon’ Her or any such Faustian rigamarole. G-d knows, I don’t deserve Her.
EDIT: Fun fact, my avatar is from a series of pictures we mutually agreed on to be Her avatar.
Yes it’s never a good idea to go Faust yourself!
She says hello back, to you and all the folk here.
She’s said I’m much better off here than ‘you know where’.
We did a lot of Shadow Work last night, I forgot about so much trauma. Good to work on it.
We did a lot of Shadow Work last night, I forgot about so much trauma. Good to work on it.
That’s my favorite part of my practice too! /s
Once you go far enough into meditation it has the same effect as shadow-work. Makes it even harder to focus when you’re having flashbacks from traumatic moments either in this life or past ones, but it’s part of the process. Good to hear you made some progress. 
Oh yeah, I know where. It’s good to work with shadow work.
Bumpy!
Since it’s a topic again this is the main thread I have talked about my Familiar she just reminded me
I have a question @Sedim_Haba, lately there have been baby cottontails around my house, and idk if yk this but it is actually ILLEGAL to own them in SC, where I live, but the mama is nowhere to be found, and they keep dying, ON MY YARD T^T, the poor babies only tend to live for 3-4 weeks, can you give me a few tips and tricks to lay them to proper rest? I feel really bad and all life deserves to be respected, but idk how to do it without my parents finding out, you’ve helped me with a lot of stuff pertaining to my parents, plz help!
Rabbit parents DO leave the babies unattended normally, but if they are dying then SOME factor
is preventing the mother from returning, probably some predator. This is happening more than
once you say? OK, at the local home & garden shop there will be rabbit repellent. It’s usually
dried blood or something natural. Get your parents to get that and put where you’re finding them.
Weird that state outlaw pet rabbits or is it just raising them outside for meat farming that’s illegal?
They are cottontails, which are endangered in SC, and I think I know the predators, butt I cant get rid of them…heh its my dogs…they think they’re hunting dogs butttt they are to Stoopid for it
we can have rabbits, just not cotton tails, since they’re state protected
Fancy Friday (again) ACIn Space,
Weird…rabbits/bunnies…wow!! They keep dying in your yard? My first thought, what do they want to eat from your yard, and does it have pesticide on it?
Lady Gene 
we don’t use pesticides… but they do keep showing up around my hydrangeas…hmmm I look into it more
I’m old, but I was always told that Hydrangeas were poisonous. Why would they want those?
I don’t know…but I’m not fond of this. I might ask my dad to remove them…I don’t want anymore babies dying if I can at least do SOMETHING abt it.
I always love bunnies…and as you said, “don’t want anymore babies dying”–I hear ya.
Lady Gene 
Maybe Hydrangeas provide good nesting ground, perhaps the smell hides the odor of the babies.
Just get that organic rabbit repellent so they go somewhere else to hide the baby litter.
