I am in need of a spell, but I don’t even know what it would necessarily relate to.
I left my husband on July 1st. He had been covertly abusing me for our entire relationship, and I finally had enough.
If you know anything about abusers (and I hope for your sake that you don’t), you’re well aware that one of their favourite tactics is to isolate you. This makes you weaker and easier to manipulate/control, thus drastically reducing the likelihood of you having the strength to stand up for yourself or leave them.
My husband happily employed this method, but I left him anyway. I honestly don’t know where I found the strength, but I did it.
Now I’m on my own and I’m not okay. I had difficulty trusting people before I met him, but what little faith I had in humanity is basically destroyed now. He knew what I went through before meeting him (a lot), and despite the vow he made to me, put me through more.
Since I left him it’s been one ridiculous situation after another, from my faithful old car dying literally right after I left to endless bureaucratic garbage at every turn, to my new landlady lying about everything under the sun and being generally sketchy, to the people who moved in upstairs making endless noise and ignoring my polite requests (and the bottle of wine I bought them) to please be more respectful, and so on.
Long story short, I am at the end of my rope. I need healing, hope, support, and I don’t know what else. A complete life overhaul? The ability to go back in time and fix everything from the time I was five? Does anyone have any spell ideas? Thank you.
(And please, for the love of everything sane, don’t suggest therapy.)
