Something I saw in my hospital room in 2023

My name is Steve, and I have always been able to sense energies around me. Until just a few years ago, I have only been able to sense these energies as physical sensations in my body. That began to change after 2021.

I was in a horrible mental hospital a few years ago in my room alone, and it was late at night. I was still wide aware and looking around my room because I sensed something. I looked near the door :door: of my room, and then I saw something. It was a shadow that was darker than the night itself just standing in the corner. There was no light that could have been casting the shadow. As I watched, the shadow began to slowly move across the room. There was no light to cast the shadow, I made sure of that. I watched it in terror as it moved, but I forgot my fear for a moment and cast a protection spell. The shadow did not stop moving, and disappeared into the far wall without losing a step. I could not believe my eyes, so I kept looking around the room in case it came back. It did not, but that was not the last time I saw something like that.

In late August or early September of 2023, I was in another hospital with pneumonia. It was night, but my room was brightly lit. There was an older gentleman on the other side of the room, and the room was divided by a curtain. Once again I was wide awake because something “felt” wrong. I looked up on the ceiling of my room and saw something. Crawling on the ceiling was a black shadow the size of a human. The shadow was ebon black, and just crawling around on the ceiling. I could not make out any features, but I could see that it had long hair. It crawled on the ceiling to the other side of the room, and went towards my roommate. A few days later I was admitted to the mental health ward of the hospital. I know what I saw, but nobody ever believed me, so I had to spend a year and a half in the state mental hospital which was one of the most oppressive places I have ever been. Could the shadows have been some kind of supernatural entities? I know how this sounds, but I am absolutely sure that I saw something. The very fact that I also sensed an energy shift in those rooms at the moment of the sightings convinced me that I was not just imagining it. Does anyone out there believe me? Nobody ever believed that I could sense negative energy either, until it began to affect me physically. When dark energies were around, I would suddenly feel like I was being shocked like I put my fingers in a light socket. That only happened at certain places that seemed to have a very dark past. Sometimes I still get the feeling that I am being watched, but that is only when I am alone and the time is usually between 3am-4am, and only at certain places. It is not just a minor feeling either. When it happens, I am also unable to move for a few seconds, even in mid-stride. Everyone I talk to says that I am just imagining things. Then why is it only at certain places when I am alone and late at night? As I got older, those feelings have become stronger and more developed. I know that these feelings and experiences are real, but everyone just thinks that it was just my imagination.

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OK, first off, and I know that I’m not responsible for the stays, but I feel like I need to say that I am so very sorry for your hospitalizations for this. I hate that so many people have such closed minds. The first incident you described could possibly be passed off as a car driving by that you simply didn’t consciously notice. I’ve had that excuse thrown at me before when I saw a ghost in a hospital, even when I was on a floor where headlights wouldn’t normally reach. That being said, all hospitals are haunted to one extent or another; it’s kinda inevitable. The second one was quite likely a manifestation of a Reaper, since you mentioned that you were roomed with an older man who was likely also ill. While I’ve never actually heard of a Reaper taking a Samara (the early-00s movie The Ring reference) form, it’s entirely plausible. As for the other sensations, don’t ignore them! You mentioned that they typically only occur late night early morning in certain places, but that you have experienced them in other times and places, so something is trying to tell you not to be there at that time. The ones that happen in the specific place and time are more likely to be something attempting to contact you. If that sensation makes you uneasy or uncomfortable, then I suggest avoiding those places at night, if possible.

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Witchy Wednesday Steve,

I absolutely believe that you saw something!! People “assuming” you were “out-of-your-mind” made it more convenient for them (spiritually and physically). Timing sounds like the “witching hour” which speaks to me as “someone” trying to get your attention. As for specific places, I have had a few incidents like that and I had refused to return and the “visions” did not come back. In that case it was the place. Your seems to happen in different places, but close to the same time. That seems to me a specific entity. Was there someone malevolent in your life who may be trying to “get-at-you”? Since you feel the dread I am thinking this is not a good thing. However, only you will be able to decide if it is malevolent spirit, or a spirit who has not “perfected” their contact process yet.
I hear ya about the mental hospitals. I was placed in one ages ago, against my consent. At that time, they were only able to hold more after 7 days, with my approval, (which I promptly said, “no, get me the hell out of here!!”)

I know you saw what you saw!!! I know you feel what you feel!!! Do not discount nor dismiss what your physical/spiritual body is telling you! There is so much to this world that we do not understand. That does mean that it is not so.

After these run-ins with the “mental health industry” (what an oxymoron in my opinion, overall, but some people really do need help), I would keep these “happenings/ideas/thoughts” away from those who put you in there in the first place. This may be hard to hear, but if it is family, they may need to be cut out of your life. Yes, I know from experience, it was just me and my mother growing up, and I finally had to give her the “ax” about 20 years ago. Yep, now I have no family, but my children, however, I feel much better and my children are better off without her toxic input.

So, to sum-up my response: 1–I believe you, 2–probably sounds like a malevolent spirit who is following you, which means you cannot “run away” and will have to face up to it. 3–be careful who you open up to
once in the “system” (mental hospital, in this case), it is very hard to pull yourself out. That is why I am suggesting a break with whoever is your circle. If they know about the hospital visits, they will always think a mental issue in the back of their minds. They will probably never believe you. Sorry to get so doomesday about the familial dynamics; but trying to save you some time and heartbreak.

Well, this is going to be hard to work through. Do you use divination? Scrying, tarot, pendulum? Anything like that may help you narrow down what the issue/problem/entity is.

Good Luck and Keep Us Posted, Lady Gene :people_hugging: :phoenix: :butterfly: