I have suffered a lot because of my toxic mother I did write about that before. That was my path of spiritual awakening so I became more stronger and there are very positive changes in my life.
With this confidence I am feeling more freedom from my mother’s negative energy and it is like I have done 80% so I feel more motivated and confident and excited that I can also come out of remaining 20%
This is giving me strong rebelling kind of energy I am feeling something like should these things come out that my mother is always wearing Mask in front of public and trying to hide the true pain that she has given me.. I have not acted on it but this energy is very strong come in out of my body
I am also aware about the reality in my life that because of the physical distance from her I became very happy and my journey in the field of Magic and occult really made me more confident and Powerful.
I am also thinking about in general people reaction where possible I people would not be able to help I don’t know… i am getting negative thoughts about this I have not done any actions but the energy within me is very strong
What I feel is telling these things to one of my uncle because in the childhood time when we all views to be together my mother could not trouble me or lot so I think she is scared of people and nearby presence of lot of people affect her negatively
Also she is troubling my father
My aim is to get all her negative energy out of the family dynamics like nothing should affect on me my brother and my father so it would then look like only one problem person in the family and her power would be lower because she will not be able to control everything nobody will pay any attention to her
Can anyone talk to me over audio call i am that kind of person I connect more with on call communication