I feel bad these days bc i don’t feel like doing anything… have tons of things to do but feel exhausted and rest doesn’t help.
Are there any physical/magical ways to deal with this situation?
In September of 2021, I was committed to a senior center here in Colorado. There was this older gentleman in a wheelchair who had pure insanity in his eyes. Later that night, I could hear the staff chanting. I overheard what sounded to me like the Black Mass. The next day, the old man was completely coherent and walking like he had never been in a wheelchair in the first place. The nurses there were taking orders from him. Even though I had never met him before, he seemed to know me. People would scream in the night and be gone the next morning without a trace. The old man was now completely in charge. He seemed to have a full recovery in just one night. He was really in bad shape when I first saw him, then the next day he was miraculously cured. Now, I was never one to believe in the Devil, but that is what this man seemed like. I could sense negative energy from him that was so strong that I could not be anywhere near him. One night he was barking orders at the nurses when he told them that he wanted me dead, and he used my full name! Like I said, I had no idea who he was and I knew that I had never met him before. After that, my life began to steadily fall apart. I lost my entire family and just about everything else. I had no home, money, job, friends, family or hope. I am now completely on my own and in a nursing home recovering from respiratory failure, fluid around my heart, and pressure on my left lung. I get a little better every day, and I hope to have my own place soon. I still really miss my family, and sometimes I wonder how I can go on without them. Could it all just be coincidence, or could I really have dark energies after me? I have not heard from or seen anyone like that since 2021, and I am trying to start my life over again on my own. I am 54 now, but I still feel quite young. I hold out hope that things will start getting better 
for me soon. I am a very compassionate person, and I am highly empathic. I believe that I am here for a good reason, and I am trying to figure out what that reason is. I love to help people, so much so that I often find myself in danger. I do not let that stop me. In the words of a famous musician;”Those who wish to be must put aside the alienation, get on with the fascination, the realization, the underlying theme.”
Merry Meet PTCLIFL,
We are taught that most of our physical issues are actually secondary to our spiritual health. My very first thought would be to ask if you are where you really want to be in your spiritual life. if not, why not? What changes may you want to make to achieve spiritual health. It could be a number of different issues relating to minerals and vitamins, chemical processes in the body, a ton of things.
The answer for me is usually to get out into nature and sit silently. I have sometimes made a to-do list just for today, and I make sure to do everything on the list. Even if it is just one thing, I accomplished it and that is a positive thing. You may want to think about why you feel that way and construct a spell/chant/mantra specific to that issue. Sometimes a hot bath with essential oils, while sipping a cup of herbal tea will help more than you may think.
I’m sure you are aware that there are thousands of books written on the subject. Don’t bother buying them, that’s just more crap to dust. 
All else aside, I think being able to have a place like this where we can say how we feel without regretting it later is really helpful. Brightest Blessings!