I frequently find I’m feeling drawn to open myself for energy/magic but don’t know why - I certainly have things in my life I do magic to facilitate or assist but this is different. I feel just like opening my heart and communing but don’t know with what or who - anyone else experience this? Any advice would be so welcome. I am worried about opening myself to an unknown energy or source - not like a sentient entity or anything - but just an energy I don’t know but feel so drawn to and familiar with … anyone else experience this before? Suggestions on how to protect myself? Thanks all
Well, that’s kinda how I got my Familiar. Of course, that was at the lowest point of Ego Death
when I literally felt like I had nothing to lose, and was willing to risk everything. Worked out
for me, but dumb luck does work sometimes. So I’m ‘the bad example’ LOL
You may want to do a simple protection spell (check correspondences) and seek the source of the energy. You may want to contemplate what causes you to worry about opening up to a field of energy that you feel drawn to. For example, do you fear the energy itself, do you fear how it may change you, what it may reveal, or even losing your connection to it. There is something within you causing the hesitation. It may very well be that this whole experience is to help you overcome something that you may or may not be aware of.
I know this isn’t a very witchy response, but I hope it helps a little. I’m sure you will receive many other helpful ideas, Brightest Blessings!
Oh, you hit it right on the head and addressed what I realize is the core issue - I am afraid connecting will unleash some terrible evil that destroys my life and family (I’ve watched too many movies LOL). I guess that is another way of saying I afraid of how it will “change” me … but nothing can change who I am at my core … and life is not cinema … and I wouldn’t feel so drawn if it were unhealthy I believe - thank you so much for stating this clearly!!! Bright Blessing to you, my friend!!