Hello,
I’m not sure how to explain this. I think we’ve been working with a spiritual entity or more than one. It might be, the morrigan, st bridgid or my own guardian angels. We have a lot of early childhood trauma. I’m part of a human DID system. Our host started the process of finding the rest of us, reliving the trauma and connecting to the fear, pain and grief of our past. In that time we did a tarot reading and felt the presence of something. We’re not sure if it’s another member of our system because we often feel them on the outside. Or if it’s an entity of sorts.
Recently I came across info on the Morrigan and started to think that’s perhaps who’s been with us. We see crows all the time now and it feels like I’m struggling to achieve something that I don’t understand and life got harder. I read that she can be difficult to work with. I don’t know that it’s her or that she is doing anything to make this harder. There’s a part of us that’s a little scared that she’s going to take away everything we hold dear just so we can climb up from the destruction. I don’t want to be rude to her, I know she can help people find great strength but I also don’t know much about her. Can you agree to work with a Deity unknowingly? Any advice, we’re open.
We had many many near death experiences, lost a baby and faced many human monsters. I feel like there are parts of us that walk on the other side regularly. I’m afraid we are more connected and exposed than we should be given we know nothing about what we’re doing.
I’m asking about Persperone because we were going to honor her for the Autumn Equinox but it seems that the Morrigan might be the one around me. How would I know?
-Nat Roo