I just need to share my experience today, because the Universe has me just reeling and feeling.
So to preface my little story, I have been seeing A LOT of synchronicities (such as 222, 333, 444, 555, 1010, 1212, 1111 on the clocks, and literally one right after the other and on different days as well). I feel comfort when I see them. For me, it’s like a little nudge from the spiritual/energic side of things that I am good, on the right path, or in a positive type of space.
My hubby and I went grocery shopping today like normal, and low and behold who do I see in the parking lot with his family??? My ex (with his wife and small child - which no hate to them AT ALL. I am happy for him in that way)… This is the guy that really hurt me when I was a teenager. Like…the best way I can put it without going into detail is that he rejected me for us to have a real relationship (as in bf/gf), but was ok with continuing to see me seriously (couldn’t muster up the commitment, even though he wasn’t seeing anyone else). Anyway - our relationship ended with a lot of hurt for me because I gave and he took, and yeah… However, since that period of time happened, I married my husband, and we will be celebrating 13 years married/14 together in August. I am very secure in my marriage, and my husband is my rock in so many ways.
I digress…I see ex and family in the parking lot walking towards the store, and I say to my husband “omg it’s my ex” - hubby and I sort of giggled (from the shock? nerves? idk). So I park the car. We go into the store, literally a few yards behind them. The entire time, I am wondering if he would notice me, would we speak, how would the interaction go? I was having that nervous, high strung, “teenage” energy ya know? Hubby and I get our items and head to check out (my head was on a swivel the entire time during our shopping, because I wanted to be aware of where we were versus where they were so I could “be prepared?”).
We check out, bag up our stuff. Now mind you - no interactions were had with ex and family. None. Hubby and I walk out of the store and to our car. I ask my hubby what the damage was for our grocery haul. He let me know it was $77.77.
I was like “WHAT?! seriously???” and he said “yeah.” We get to the car, unload, hubby takes the cart back, and I sit in the car and just talk out loud to myself:
“I am no longer available to his (ex’s) energy and how he makes me feel. I am unavailable to him in all ways, and I don’t like nor want this feeling anymore. I am done. I reject this energy.” (more or less)
Hubby gets in the car and we start to drive home. I tell him how I feel like I just got over a huge test. That feeling when you have a big test, and then when you are done, it’s like a sense of relief but you still have that adrenaline. It was that. And then I had the notion of “it’s coming up 7s”…which if you are familiar with that phrase, means luck or good fortune…and again, later in the same day, seeing the synchronicities 111, 222, 333, 444…didn’t miss a single one, and I wasn’t even looking for them on purpose, they just appeared.
My point I guess to sharing this is I wanted to 1) get feedback because holy shit, and 2) because things can happen for a reason whether you see them or not (in this case it was very much seen). Also, how often are we sharing our own stories of the Universe or our spiritual teams coming through for us? Of course keeping it private is totally valid, but to share it too so we can all clap for one another and get perspective (when asked for of course).
Anyway, that was my day. Would love any feedback or interpretations.
Much love to all!