Case one
I was about 14 so my decisions where kinda naive and childlike ![]()
It is about 20 yeas ago, I guess.
I was still in school and there was a petty popular girl, not a bad thing, but she was a awful person, she treated ppl really bad, especially those she could not control and well I was one of those ppl she could not control. She alway looked down on everyone and one day as she passed me I whispered „I curse you, you may end up selling burgers at McDonald’s!“ (not that I thin it is a bad thing but I knew she was always making fun of those ppl)
Years later I went to mc wit my best friend, he parked the car and I went in…what I saw was her selling burgers…I could not keep my laughter and told my best friend what happened as he also entered mc. He reacted with a „you are creepy sometimes, you know?“ and than we laughed.
Second case
(About the same time)
The most popular boy at school was simply Mesmerising and Incas into him like a 14 years old girl can be into someone… at least I thought. Frustrated that he did not even notice me, I came to the glorious idea of making a ritual to get his attention…well what should I say I could have wished for him falling in love with me or something, but nope I wished to be more attractive in his eyes…
I drew a circle on a paper and a star in it (Not totally sure if it was a 5 tips start or the one with 6, but I guess it was the 5). I put candles on each or the tips (don’t know the correct word so I use tips instead). I am not sure why but in front of me and the paper I put a mirror, a huge old mirror. I spoke a spell, can’t remember it now.
At the next day in school he still not noticed me, so I thought it did not work. A few weeks later at my confirmation (I am not religious, but I did not care much about this), he was in the same group, and in the church he was sitting next to me. With my gaze to the podium, I realised that he was looking at me, he wasn’t even paying attention to what have been said at the podium. In my position I could easily watch him, without even looking directly at him. I saw him checking me out several times and after that he looked deep into my eyes, while I was pretending to have no idea. But trust me if I tell you, I can see it if someone is attracted to me.
Later he asked me out and I had butterflies in my stomach, still pretending to be cool. Tho I was into him I said no, not to play hard to get, but cuz it did not feel right.
Now and then, when ever I meet him I can see he is still attracted to me.
Is it just coincidence or did I do that?