# What can this mean? **URL:** \ **Category:** Ask the Community\ **Tags:** getting-started\ **Created:** [October 13, 2026, 2:23pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428 "2026-10-13T14:23:33Z")\ **Posts on this page:** 5\ **Page:** 1
**Author:** ![Tari](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/ecd19e/32.png) [@Tari](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/u/Tari)\ **Post date:** [October 13, 2026, 2:23pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428/1 "2026-10-13T14:23:33Z")
For years I have felt strange, like there was something unexplainable to the point that i couldnt even put it into words. It was like for a moment i left the world and got stuck in this space in between, observing everything from outside. Very strange feeling. The more i grew the more it felt insistent. Until about four years ago, it was such a strange empowering feeling, almost scary. It started slowly, I observed people and its like i heard their thoughts before they spoke them, then it became even more intense, in the middleof conversations a strange feeling of fullness arose and for a split second i saw it, my eyes didnt see it but my brain registered it like it did, i “saw” what was about to happen, and it was really unsettling in the beginning. It only ever happened during interactions, but then again it changed. It isnt anything crazy, nothing other people see, it is mostly a series of really strong sensations that persuade me, i “see” things and it is like i just know them, my brain knows. I started feeling crazy when it started happening with objects or events or people but randomly without needing a direct contact with them. Choices that involve multiple options, and one specific seems to call me; i wake up a random hours at night and i know who is going to text me and what they will say; i get told stories i already know; and that is just examples, sometimes the sensations are so strong and they pervade me, while the rest the time i feel them but i have a hard time interpreting them in specific ways, (for example, i feel it is going to rain but i cannot say if it is gonna be tonight or tomorrow). I am starting to feel crazy with all this so im asking, can this be “magic” i do not like the word but i dont know how else to say. I have been involved with things before, from the stories ive been told, as a really young child i used to conversate with a mad, i used to describe him as old, sitting in the shade of a tree in my garden on his read motorbike, i gave details about this man that no one else seemed to see and while consulting with family it was clear that the man was a relative who passed a whole year before i was born. Similar things kept happening, presences all arund pkaces, i have positively “guessed” in whch room people have passed in multiple houses i have been in, like i felt the “presence”, im sorryfor the poor description but i felt like i was not alone, like the space became tight all of a sudden. I cant explain it, i just know things. I dont know if it is relevant but when i was around 14, a lady i used to know gifted me a deck of tarots, she said something about me “having it” or “knowing it”, im not quite sure, at that point it didnt matter that much to me, but maybe she saw something i didnt see. Also, my mom is into this kinda stuff like stones and burning herbs and candles anf my grandpa seems to dream stuff, im not quite sure of what this is and i dont think they know either, anyone who can help me identify if this all can mean something or im just going nuts haha ---
**Author:** ![Lady-Gene](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/58f4c7/32.png) [@Lady-Gene](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/u/Lady-Gene)\ **Post date:** [October 13, 2026, 2:33pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428/2 "2026-10-13T14:33:00Z")
Terrific Tuesday Tari, Thank-you for your confidence in sharing this with the group!🫂 Sounds like you are highly empathic. I am not sure if this is the correct term. You seem to feel and know things right before or as they are happening. That is such a wonderful gift. I am looking at it from the outside; as you describe it, I can see how unsettling this is. I really do not have any advice on how to deal with it. The only thing I can even think of that is similar is Ghost Whisperer, she sees and hears things that others cannot. Maybe that show can help give you ideas on what will work for you. Just a thought. I can understand how that would be very unsettling. Have you spoken to your family about this? Maybe some of them have similar experiences. Sorry, not much advice here, but I do NOT think you are crazy, it sounds like you have been given a very special gift. Learning how to harness that gift, seems to be a different issue.🤪 We are all here for you, honey…just keep talking and asking, I am sure someone here will be able to help you. Lady Gene 💃 🍂 ---
**Author:** ![Tari](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/t/ecd19e/32.png) [@Tari](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/u/Tari)\ **Post date:** [October 13, 2026, 2:49pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428/3 "2026-10-13T14:49:56Z")
I familiar with the show but no, i dont really “see” i used that verb because i dont know how else to describe the feeling, it appears in my brain like i have seen it but my eyes havent, like when you remember something and you mentally see it but its not in front of your eyes if you know what i mean im sorry it is hard to explain ---
**Author:** ![Sedim\_Haba](https://yyz1.discourse-cdn.com/flex003/user_avatar/forum.pagangrimoire.com/sedim_haba/32/845_2.png) [@Sedim\_Haba](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/u/Sedim_Haba)\ **Post date:** [October 13, 2026, 4:02pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428/4 "2026-10-13T16:02:06Z")
Welcome to the Forum! While I don’t have any such gifts, what you describe can only what some call [second sight](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Extrasensory_perception). It seems to manifest in several ways, sometimes almost like an Empath, but not exactly as you don’t experience their emotions. Also in a way similar to Deja-Vu about future events. Sorry I’m not more helpful. I agree that talking to the family about this seems logical, it sounds like they would be open minded. You’ve seen deceased relatives after all. I would look for some way to get your gift explored, but IDK how. Maybe some local group in your area? ---
**Author:** ![Lady-Gene](https://avatars.discourse-cdn.com/v4/letter/l/58f4c7/32.png) [@Lady-Gene](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/u/Lady-Gene)\ **Post date:** [October 13, 2026, 4:17pm UTC](https://forum.pagangrimoire.com/t/what-can-this-mean/4428/5 "2026-10-13T16:17:21Z")
Hello Tari, Yes, I understand what you meant by “seeing”. I like what Sedim said about “second sight”. When I “see” things it is like you, just in my mind with images, not a physical seeing. Lady Gene 💃